(updated 12/22/2025)
I have recently become inspired to begin writing this paper that is long overdue. It was my selfish motivation for wanting to write this paper that prevented me from moving forward. Over this entire year I have prayed for enlightenment to see my way forward and found none – for any paper. It seemed I had lost my way and was blindly wondering about as a useless vessel searching for small ways that I might have some impact for good. I would ultimately come crashing down, plagued by the weight of my countless past failures and my more recent foolish mistakes. Just tonight, when I seemed on the unthinkable verge of giving up, a beautiful understanding came to me in an overwhelming flood of emotion and a mind-filling inspiration that brought me to tears. I now know what it is that I need to be writing and how it should be written to properly honor the Holy Spirit. I now have a path for moving forward and my tears are for happiness and joy that I have been granted this.
The Humbled Teacher / DAC